The rain drips from grisly skies with unending patter on to the roof beneath my window. Darkness comes and across the city, lights struggle to penetrate the haze of water suspended between heaven and the earth. Visitors come cringing through the rain bringing their too-hearty cheer and then, as suddenly, they are gone. Night settles over the hospital like a blanket, muffling the sounds of patients preparing for the night, and nurses moving quietly. Sleep comes for most, bringing relief from pain and boredom, while others endure the lonely night, waiting for the day. Nurses keep the long vigil of the night, standing guard against the spectre and bring comfort and ease to those in fear and pain. Light eases across the still-leaden sky, bringing new faces to assume the care of those who remain, and a new day begins.
This poem was written during the night hours of November 12–13, 1974 while hospitalized as a newly diagnosed with “Juvenile” Diabetes (Now labeled as Type 1 insulin dependent diabetes.) The one below was written for the nursing staff of ward 3B at South Waterloo Memorial Hospital after three weeks of hospitalization while I learned to cope with my new lifestyle and it’s regimen of urine testing, injections and diet.
Thank YouThe friendliness, fun and clowning Made days that were long seem less so; To keep such a cheerful appearance Takes much extra effort, I know. Since I’ve become diabetic These chocolates are no longer for me, But it gives me real pleasure to give them As a, “Thank you”, for the care you gave me. |
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